Assalamualaikum wbt.
I just get a bit rest off from work, i guess? Am here, at my room back in MYY. Just went back the day before yesterday. Was not really sure whether I'm heading back or not, but there I am, purchasing the ID 90.
I was doze off abt 2++ am the 1st nite here, and yesterday I went to bed much much earlier, was abt 8++ pm and woke up at 9++ am. Hell yeah, at last I got my 12++hrs of sleep. Hahaha...
Fast Pace... That was what on my mind. I kinda get jealous to c my other friends with their happy living life, with job that they wanted in their life. But I'm happy too for them. Me? I don't really know where I'm heading to at the moment. Am very confused with my life, with what actually I wanted to do in my life. Was it just to please ppl around me? got hooked up with a job that I can bearly can bear wif? I just don't know. I just wish that I could just sit down for a while, let all those ppl wif their busy life, lingered around me... but just give a sec to breath, sit down, and think abt me myself!
Give me some time, a bit of my own time, to breath, to relax, to think abt my own life! I just need a break. I went back to MYY without informing anybody, well, who really cares? I'm just too tired of many things at the moment. I'm only human, and I wanted to work with ppl which are fully human!!!!
To my dearie husband,
sorry for all those things that happened between both of us.. with those little misunderstanding... just hoping that my soul would be much better now. Huhuhuhu..
As I run, I stumbled, as I walk, I bumped! U might say, what is the so hard thing? I might end up and say.. I just don't know. I was supposed to fill my blog wif stuff to enlightened us as human day by day. I might just be in the wrong place rite now. But here I am. I don't need any sympathy. I just need somebody that could care and tell me that everything is gonna be alrite. I think I've lost my spirit to live on.
Might be in some other side of the earth where I can still be standing with these two legs of mine. Hoping that my life could be much better. I gotta have one!
Miserable mode,
Dian
I just get a bit rest off from work, i guess? Am here, at my room back in MYY. Just went back the day before yesterday. Was not really sure whether I'm heading back or not, but there I am, purchasing the ID 90.
I was doze off abt 2++ am the 1st nite here, and yesterday I went to bed much much earlier, was abt 8++ pm and woke up at 9++ am. Hell yeah, at last I got my 12++hrs of sleep. Hahaha...
Fast Pace... That was what on my mind. I kinda get jealous to c my other friends with their happy living life, with job that they wanted in their life. But I'm happy too for them. Me? I don't really know where I'm heading to at the moment. Am very confused with my life, with what actually I wanted to do in my life. Was it just to please ppl around me? got hooked up with a job that I can bearly can bear wif? I just don't know. I just wish that I could just sit down for a while, let all those ppl wif their busy life, lingered around me... but just give a sec to breath, sit down, and think abt me myself!
Give me some time, a bit of my own time, to breath, to relax, to think abt my own life! I just need a break. I went back to MYY without informing anybody, well, who really cares? I'm just too tired of many things at the moment. I'm only human, and I wanted to work with ppl which are fully human!!!!To my dearie husband,
sorry for all those things that happened between both of us.. with those little misunderstanding... just hoping that my soul would be much better now. Huhuhuhu..
As I run, I stumbled, as I walk, I bumped! U might say, what is the so hard thing? I might end up and say.. I just don't know. I was supposed to fill my blog wif stuff to enlightened us as human day by day. I might just be in the wrong place rite now. But here I am. I don't need any sympathy. I just need somebody that could care and tell me that everything is gonna be alrite. I think I've lost my spirit to live on.
Might be in some other side of the earth where I can still be standing with these two legs of mine. Hoping that my life could be much better. I gotta have one!
Miserable mode,
Dian
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