Menunggumu... :)

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Hari ni tetap je macam hari biasa... Just dat Today I felt like I was waiting for my husband.. memang betul2 macam menanti yang dia akan naik flt hari nie... :) Well.. missing him too much rite now.. I can't really concentrate on stuff... Felt like getting myself busy each time... Just wanted to get myself out of this mess. It's not like we're having a fight or something, it's just that the regular feeling that I have when I'm missing him too much!!!

Now n then, I was looking at my phones, constantly. Wishing that he will send me sms, reply my msg... But he's not there... :( I'm sad, but this is all for the sake of our happiness and future, so i just tried to calm myself down... :) I'm waiting, waiting and keep on waiting...

Turning at the funny part of the day that I've been keeping my eye on the list of the passengers. Wishing that he will be on the list. Hoping that the reason that he didn't reply me is that he's trying his best to catch on the flt... Oh!!! How I wish!!!! But I'm just dreaming maybe? I don't really know.. Lots of it I don't really know.. And the worse part is that I'm just like a zombie lately... Barely had my full body n soul here... Barely hanging on with the faith that I have... I'm gonna be better tomorrow? Perhaps? That's just another pray that I should say.

Felt wanna cry... :( sob .. sob.. :(

See ya,

Dian... :)