Kegusaran Melanda Hati.... :(

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Today I felt a little bit sad, as usual... :(

I know the reason, but let's just beat around the bushes... :)

I practically doesn't know why ppl could be so mean to me.. when I'm not to them?

Y ppl could change but Y not ME?

I will change, my ways of talking, my views towards everything.

I have my innerself frightened abt lots of things.

I don't want to involve into anybody's business.

I don't want to interfere with anybody's business also.

I hate my own self currently.

I'm too busy to take real good care of myself.

I sleep too much than I should!

I've been taken food more than I should, more than I need!

I've been a fool out of myself.

I'm being UNDERESTIMATED by MOST PPL AROUND ME!

I'm nobody to them compared to other ppl.

If I'M SO MUCH USELESS... PLS DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO KNOW ME!

MY LIFE SOUNDS LIKE .... I DON'T KNOW... PPL JUST HATE ME OR SOMETHING?

It's my life anyway.. not urs... still mine... and I'm still living in this pathetic kind of life...

I'M NOT RICH... I NEVER PRETEND SO?

I'M NOT INTO BRANDED THINGS, ALTHO I WANT THEM SO MUCH, BUT I STILL KNOW WHO I AM.. AND HOW MUCH I EARNED.

I'M NOT TRYING TO LIVE IN DEBT, IS THAT WHAT U MEAN BEING RICH OUTSIDE...

I'M JUST TRYING TO LIVE ON MY LIFE... AND I WILL....

I'M GONNA BE HEARTLESS....

TAKE CARE!

ADIOS,
MAD DIAN