Life has never been great unless u think that it had never been better... That's what I used to tell myself, life has many colors and we r the 1 that painted all those colors by ourselves.
So much I'm just thinking about one thing, which is to be wiser or to be even worse than today. Making myself a huge embarassment of the family or making myself a real somebody? Still a question about every single thing that I manage to take care in my life. What I really cares about and what I don't?
What was exactly the thing that I wanted to say? I don't really know... But there's one more question that weighs on my mind... Where will I be 10 years from now. I wanted to be so many person ... I wanted to learn many things... But there's always limitation that my mind had created. It was done by my own limitation, my own Belief System! I have this problem... I've always done all this thinking kinda thing, making myself felt much worse each day and I don't know what is the thing that I can live on for?
Right now, I still choose to be wiser day by day... Leaving myself having full attention to what I'm doing and what I wanted to do... although I don't really know what was it... But for most of the thing wud be... for the love that my husband that cherish me... and he's still here giving me all the love and attention... and motivating me to be a better person. Knowing him in such an interesting way had always made me smiles and was the most special moment in my life compared to so many other ways that ppl could meet. It was just like something u saw at the tele and also things that u've read through all those novels. Made me wanted so much to keep on rewinding everything so that I will be in cloud 9 again... hahaha...
Whopsie... to be continued.... :)
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